I want to
move my fingers
over your
smooth grammar
caress your
long vowels
wrap myself
in your
strong syntax
pull your
discourse
to my breast
fold you up
tuck you
in the pocket
of my heart
uncrease you
in the dark
decode you
over and over
again. 
It was a blue car,
But in my mind it was red,
And in the light your face
Was blue then white then red.
Somewhere to the side
A giant boy, his stomach,
Shining white and red,
Grinned in the neon light,
And even then I thought
How very ludicrous,
How simply funny
That your face flashed
White then blue then red
And the car flashed blue then red
Beneath the smile
Of a red and white boy
And the blue and white faces
Moving in the neon night
And the changing flashes
Of the pulsing light
That was blue then white
Then red.
On either side
We smooth the waves,
In concert,
Billowing the sails
And tacking west then east,
Bearing for the strait.
It is! It is!
There’s nothing to be had
In pointing fingers.
But I wonder if like me
You wish that you
Could cross the gulf
To reach the other side.

 
You still, Carlos,
Gone to dreams,
Command me
To my toes
In upstairs rooms.
But try as I might
I find nothing much
Left for your admiring.
I am all over limbs
And breasts
That fall beneath the weight
Of long past need.
Yet when I lift my dress
And croon your joyous song,
Can you hear with me
Echoes of your singing?
Can you see me dance
When everyone is sleeping?
Who is to there to say
You would not love me still?
I lift my arms and twirl
Beyond the silken mists,
I dance and sing your song
In the light of your strong will.
With loving gratitude to my friend Bob, who gifted me with William Carlos Williams all over again.